Since I can’t vent on twitter without getting attacked might as well vent here because everyone is accepting of these posts.
I’m scared. Nervous. Terrified. Worried. I really can’t explain it too well. I’m worried that you’ll wanna go live your college life and just leave me behind.. Actually I’ve always have been terrified about that. Like why would someone who is older want to date just a high school girl? I have a feeling that sooner or later this will end because of something relating to college. When you go away there is always that thought in the back of my head that you’re going to hook up with a beautiful college girl who you deserve. You can do better, we both know this. Of course I want it to last forever but then again what girl doesn’t? I feel as if this won’t last much longer. And that scares me. I try and not show how insecure bout everything I am but sometimes I can’t help it. I just wish you would tell me your thoughts and not just say “we’ll see”.
Tell me the truth please, that’s all I ask.